kesal..

kesal??..betul ke aku kesal??

sedih??..betul aku sedih??

pilu??..hmm, ntah la..

aku xtau tp tu la perasaan aku skrg..aku sakit ati..sakit ati ngan diri sendiri..aku kecewa ngan diri aku sendiri..aku x yakin pada diri sendiri, jadi ni la yang berlaku pd aku..ntah la..aku slalu teringat, ade hikmah di setiap sesuatu yg berlaku..jodoh ajal maut rezeki sume tu Allah subhanahuwa ta'ala yang tentukan..die yg penuh kuasa mutlak pd kehidupan hambaNya..i'm nothing..i'm only a servant so, i have to living in dis world, on this earth just to get Allah's redha..

now i have to change my heart, my perception and everything bout 'her'..i have to change my point of view..this is a very very very hard decision, but it has to happen..before everything going late in our both future..and now,i want to focus on my study right now..everything bout my heart or sth like that have to be forgotten..that's the best decision i ever had..gud bye the past, and i will not looking back..InsyaAllah..